He has to be perpared for....

• questions all the time
• my family
• my friends
• my appetite
• musical outbursts
• sad/happy tears
• deep talks
• drunk truths
• useless arguments
• random texts
• random dancing
• my twitter page
• my blogs
• my mood swings
• the real me. 
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That Good Stuff...

(From the song almost done by tank by danielle's version)

He's been close to me since we started and he just barely holding on
Been trying to get at me for a while and he's finally gettin it 

The wait has got him almost gone
The urge is worse when he looks at me, so he closes his eyes
He tryna to stay on cruise control between my thighs
It’s slipping away from him, whoa
I can see it in his eyes and he's begging his body to hold on, please

I wish it wasn’t over
I wanna keep making love
I don’t wanna give this feeling up
It's so good
I wish it wasn’t over
I just always wanna be close
On the edge and we both almost..
If we could, don’t let this thing be over
Uhh, baby girl you know you got that thing, God uuhhh he says to me
He talking to his self saying "self you can hang" lol.

He's losing this fight, I was right he gon' die … How can he survive in me?
Worse when I looks at me so he closes his eyes

Tryna to stay on cruise control between my thighs It’s slipping away from him, whoa
                                         And he's begging his body to hold on, please

Mind vs. heart and which one to take...

I believe that if I follow my sense I will never sum to anything. My mind is mute and has no feeling. My mind can easily shut down and shut everyone out. My intellect can be manipulated. My thought does not care about the hurt and pain. I can easily with no second guessing listen to my mind because there is no feeling for it.  My notion tells lies and will believe a lie. My mind does not want to deal with the heart. My mind is afraid to fail, afraid to try. My mind has no faith but it does believe in God. My mind is jumbled.

My heart is vulnerable and open like a wound. Pure and naive like a newborn baby. My heart is scared to love and afraid to take love within. My soul is God’s light shining through me and sometimes I can feel him close and by me. My core is love and my heart has never told me wrong. My spirit is the reason why there is positivity in my life. My bosom feels everything and can easily be hurt. Up to now I have neglected every feeling my heart had so I couldn’t sense anything. To myself, it was best. Not being capable to feel got me through a lot for so long, My main focus for a while was just working and bringing in that currency . I was not being rational about what Danielle really needed and deserved in being.