This morning I was reading past blogs that I posted back in 2011. Wow I was really pressed lls...I look back at those times and the things that I wrote and I realized how lost and troubled I was then. To think that I was deserving of being mistreated for years. Reading past blogs I sounded obsessed and broken down, under his control. I'm here to tell you in 2013 I'm definitely singing a different tune.
Riding my own waves, It took me a good year almost to realize that enough was enough and I needed to move forward, the drama and stress was becoming bad for my health and I was really falling off. Honestly enough was enough when my 4 year old could see the pain in my eyes and sense how I was feeling and she knew that daddy was the reason. I didn't want her to see that anymore and I didn't want me to feel that way anymore. I wanted out, and I got out. It wasn't like I was being held against my will or anything of that nature, I was holding on to someone that wanted to be let free. It was like caging a sliver back that belonged out in the wild. And once I let him free I let me free as well. And I've never felt better.
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